Sarah, from Nine Muses, revealed her daily life with panic disorder and depression.
In MBN's'Missback', which aired for the first time on the 8th, Gayoung (Stella), Nada (Washup), Reina (After School), Sera (Nine Muses), Soyeon (Tiara), Soyul (Crayon Pop), and Subin The first meeting of 8 members of (Dal Shabet) and Yujin (Diaq) was drawn.
The protagonist of the first life story unveiled on this day was Sarah from Nine Muses, who was famous for her'model doll'.
He was the main vocalist and first leader, and he left the team in 2014. Sarah confessed, "There is a documentary that I took before my debut. The video of the boss rolling up paper and slapping me on the cheek became an issue, and I held my ankle for a long time even after leaving the company."
He explained the difficult situation during the Nine Muses activities. He said, "The world has changed these days, but we had to do everything as we were told," he said. "I wore a garter belt on the first broadcast of the broadcast, and then I heard the word garter belt for the first time. I thought it was a lion idiom. I wore a garter belt in the bathroom. Tears didn't stop when I looked at them. Tears kept falling while watching the high school members wearing them. I went to the bathroom several times during filming. Then I was cut off by the leader," he recalled.
The cost of living after withdrawal was a bank loan. Sarah said, "I wonder if it feels like this when I retire from the K-pop idol world with a short life expectancy. Everyone has a difficult part in their life, but panic disorder has come a while ago. I am still taking panic disorder and depression medication."
Sarah said calmly, but she wasn't in good shape. On the observation camera, he got up several times after sleeping in the middle of the night and took out pizzas and cakes without stopping. "I went to the movie theater last August because a friend gave me a ticket to a comedy movie, and all of them were smiling, but my tears didn't stop. I thought it was lung cancer because it was difficult to breathe, but I thought it was lung cancer, but I was told to go to a psychiatrist. In the end, I was diagnosed with panic disorder and went to a psychiatry department. There is" he said.
Eating food while sleeping was due to side effects of drugs. He said, "Easy to say, a tranquilizer? I take medicines related to anxiety disorders that prevent my emotions from going down too much. They are divided into medicines for breakfast, lunch, dinner, before bedtime, and for emergencies. If I take some medicines for bedtime, I can't remember. "I didn't know the fact that I ate food while sleeping because I made it faint. I wake up in the morning and look at an empty plate, and I feel uncomfortable. I heard that some people take the medicine and stand on the veranda without their knowledge."
Baek Ji-young, who was watching the video, worried, "If you don't want this to be broadcast, tell the production crew." It was such a shocking scene. However, Sarah said, "I hope people with panic disorder will see me and get better. Honestly, people around me say,'Isn't it too bad to show all of your floors?' But if even one person sees that and says,'Oh, I do,' I'm satisfied with it." Said.
Currently, Sarah is uploading content that reviews girl groups in English through a YouTube channel. He said, "Over 60 and 70 girl groups make their debut a year, and less than 1% of them survive until the next year. I can't do promotions for those many groups, but I can't play a role that small companies can't do. I wonder if I can do it."
However, after the broadcast ended, he showed symptoms of panic disorder, unable to breathe properly. Baek Ji-young shed tears at the appearance of him repeating "It's okay" countless times even in difficult situations.
[News Inside Reporter Kang Haru news@newsinside.kr]
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